The Erasmus life – a life into another life
Erasmus: youth, distraction, friendship, alcohool, school, exams, painthful farewells, short love stories, stolen kisses, angry, agony, love….life facts that are too perfect all together, too hard to be carried by the hearts of some young people who are only 20 and a little years old. But they are so beautiful that you cannot reject them and if you would have to live them again you would do it with a double intensity.
A special life, away from everything that is common, a life into which you are allowed to do everything that you wish and how you wish it, without being judged. Without having any kind of barriers in expressing yourself, the Erasmus life takes you by surprise, it brings you up to the clouds and, after 5-6 mounths it throws you back into the reality. But as hard as it may be waking up from your dream, after six mounths you don´t regret a thing; maybe only the fact that you didn´t take advantage of these period as much as you have could.
I love you all and I hate you all in the same time because you all left. I am still here and I´m thinking that I should take advantage as well as I can of the mounth that it remained. I wanna do it but i don´t know how without you guys.
We want to mantain this life (the life that we had together) and we are trying to live it again by looking at the photos and listening to the music that we had here. But again, we wake up and we realize that we cannot have something that is already in the past. And the truth hurts! It hurts so much that you can feel you heart breaking down into pieces, but you are happy! Happy for having the privilege of living all these great moments.
We want to preserve a memory that now hurts! We want to stop hurting but we don´t wanna forget it! The time steals us the emotion of the look, the perfume, the hug, the kiss...You don´t wanna forget them, you want to live them forever, no matter how much it hurts! You don´t wanna give up to your emotions but the time takes them away and the only thing that remains is the beautiful memory of that moments.
Again emotions, smiles, lovers, sex, pleasure, decadence, tears, secrets, pain, love, hapiness.... It hurts so much, but I am happy!
Don´t forget me, I won´t forget you!
“La chica rubia de Rumania”
Thank you very much Elena!!!
2 comments:
yes all that is true Elena ! Good sense of Being Erasmus, unfortunatly..all that is good has a end... all but not the friendship and the memories that will keep us all together forever!!!
Miss you Elena...
Babi*
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